It Feels Like

It feels like
My body is shaking
My hands sweat
My heart beat fast
My world mess up
As you came by

It feels like
I have my family
Enough friends
Complete guidance
But how can i
Fill the emptiness
Without you

It feels like
Hate,Anxious
 And Depressives
Can change into
Love,Friendship
And Reasons to live
When you're with me

It feels like
Remembering old scars
Gaining old pain
Facing humiliation
Become untrusted
When you're around
It's gone

When you look back
From the past and
Realize it in
The Future
That no matter
What happen you
Can trust Yourself
Gain Happiness
Make Strong Friendship
Loving is Possible
Because you know what
It feels like